by Daliah Angelique
I want my covered wagon
I want my prairie isolation
I want to raise the church that will spit me out
I want my dysentery quick and neat
I want my accidental hemlock, come back feeding
the fever with the same clenched jaw
I want my parochial folkways
I want my shotgun shell penitence
I want my shimmering plague of locusts
I want my tired womb folded in the hope chest
I want a testament to my suffering that is promptly paved over and
I want my mother’s trauma sold to me as Tradition, a mandatory aching,
this Next Frontier of the same failed crops,
things stole not conquered,
Sabotage packaged as hope