THE TYPEWRITER PROJECT
Oil etait une fois 2 parisiennes a New York qui , apres un copieux dejeuner chez Kat,z flaf llanaient dans un magnifique parc arbore typewriterr project is realy cool me voila a m new york un 14 juillet la vie est fantastique
bientot 80 mois d,amour ma chere C.
signe S.
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good bye and thank you
today's summer bliss went a littlelike this: sunday traffic jams sweetened
with strawberry rum and lemonade slurpees,
the crush
of sand and seashells, remembering how
the ocean tastes.
Sometimes myheart tastes like bok choy and ginger stardust and 80s moviesfalling asleep to the glow of a macbook pro. pan fry it in vodka in
sesame oil in unwanted attention and worship it like that woman's ass like
jasmine like a dollar dollar bill y'all. serve it with one part scallions,
one part spiked blue pun, one part hand jobs in the dark, one part soy
sauce, one part Confucius & filial piety, one part self-loathing, one part
love.
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life is weird. life. It;s weird. I,ts full of contradictions, fear, sadness, dissssapointment. People leave. People hurt you. Things go wrong. You lose you
r dreams. You lose yourself. And then things happen. It's cyclic and eve
n perversely precdictable at this point.
So there's this boy. And I'm scared he's going to break my heart. I'm sc ared that he'll leave, that WORSE: I'll lose myself. And I don't really kn
ow what to do because I don't believe in love. And I always worry over the
stupidest of things. When ihe does nt call : when it feels like he does n
*t care. It's hard to believe in anyone when you can't even believe in you
rself. It's hard to acecept and to not hurt when all you can do is expect
and hgope and believe.
Maybe it is just easier to leave someone before they can ever leave you.
Maybe that's why it's easier to be with different men each night rather
than be wiith the one man who truly matters.
Maybe that's why it's easier to hide the pain away in drinks : in mindless
actions; in partying.
Maybe that's why it's easier to tell yourself that he does not care a
and that it would just be easier to walk away.
Everyone says they want something real.
I tell myself every single day that I juust want to be happy. Happy
Happiness.
zLet it not matter that I don't make enough moeney.
Let it not matter that I dont have the flattest tummy or the thinnest l
legs. Let is not matter that I've made mistakes in my past : mitakes I wi
ll carry with me for the rest of my life.
I tell myself every day to forgive myself.
To forget about the past.
To takec care of myself.
To experience every part of life.
To learn.
To be conscious.
To respect myself.
To respe t others.
To be that kindness that I know alwats carries me through.
To just be.
Sometimes it;s just hard to listen to what you know is the right thing.
July 13th 2015
Ok so here it begins My retirement from the City of New York Some
would say that at 46 Im to young to be retired buyt hey after 23 years
working for the city my life is now mine to enjoy. The strets are now
now mine to exploreand my time now mine to relish.Its good to type on a
typeweriter r again. I wa s the last one to have one on my desk so I say to
hel with computers and to hel with technology. Tyme for more simpler
pleasures. OK of to the nearest booh kstore and then hit the road to lay
on a beach. Or maybe not . I may just stay in the city and wander ansd
explore the city I have yet to se. The future only knows.
Yours Truly Retired!!!!!!
i hate my job . now i really really hate my job because they just told mei have 2 do overtime! ughhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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we became tangled in the lines of our hesitathesitation. the difference in our densitieskept us permantely apart.
words never came so easy or so fast or so hard as when we were apart
you and i were perfectly imperfect and so fucking cliche
when the water rises and i was lost im your wavesand ripped apart by uy
your wide currents.July 13 2015 __
its still cold as hell. i;ve been freeszing my ass off for a very long time. whatever its in me. sometimes i think it will end but it never does
continue on. it doesn;t matter. pretty though. trees are nice. thats green
trees as far as i can see....man this requires a lot more strength then just
typing, thankgood this is now digital. bless keyboards and compouters for a
allowing people without the requisite for arm strengthto write stories.
"that's a good beat she said" as she placed her hand on my chest. words that shook mem to my core. i never felt more alive. soaked to the bone
but all i could feel was the heat of your body . your lips. and the
weight of that moment. she was a hot summer night
even in the dead of winter
bubbut yes! and nooo!wen she said helo!
i tthought tomomorrow
i' ll go!
i' ll go!
but when it came time
to say goodbye
a bird i saw
was wont to fly
to the overgrown brush
of here and now
so let it be said to all
who think
the rose is better
when it's pink
that yes! you<re right!
there's timm left still
and over yonder, lies the hill.
sand yonder,,,
and yonder,,,
sand yonder be free
be free
new baby
and close to me
forever is now
it's all there is
forever
and
ever
and ever
ita's beautiful.
and so are you.