canned fruit
i wanted no washed grass but the
world’s largest sprinkler straddles
over acreage no fresh fruit on your
advice i bought canned pineapple
to keep from starving TSA took it
from my bottle-green suitcase
so i took aurora borealis with
open eyes this time but they said
she was contraband they made
her remove the rings from every
starry finger and we are both free
as far as the fence but now i can’t
look up lest i see ceiling fan after
ceiling fan now i can’t look up or
else it’s always sunset on some
hillside where you stare at the
curling paint while i read and
reread one last page paragraph
in last light i’m forever the last
reader i last like canned fruit
invasion
i think i'll kill the summer day by day
i'll drag my feet through milk-
drowned flowers and write
poetry with their damp
excess on the floor
twirling my toes on
kitchen tile swish (i will)
swish (not go) swish (away)
i’m building an armory in the broom
closet i’m mixing propellants in the
pantry i’m going to cover my bed-
room walls with blue drawings
of every entryway exit and
window of god’s house
and when i leave this
time if i leave this
time i’m taking
back my key
Amelia Blair-Smith is an MA candidate at Columbia University. Her work has been published in various zines and journals, including KGB Bar Literary Magazine, Poetry is a Team Sport, and SplashLand Magazine. Amelia hosts her own poetry open mic, Freeform, at the Third Space nonprofit venue in East Williamsburg. Her debut chapbook, Food Pantry Millionaires, is out now with Bo Press.