Dear Readers,
“Time is the wound,” offers Diannely Antigua in the opening poem “Stigmata,” a sentiment that reverberates across the works in this issue. Woundedness takes different forms here, some made by others, some self-directed, but always in conjunction with care. As many of these poets demonstrate, wounds are incisive—they dissect. Wounds allow us to open up conversations about mental health, ecocide, racism, and gun violence. A wound needs to be addressed before it is dressed, and these writers and artists achieve both, savoring moments of beauty with friends, family and lovers, offering a much needed salve.
Each wound offers the possibility of healing, creativity, even change. Such are the collages of Sarah Esmi and Christopher Shreck, and the sutures of Gaby Lobato–disparate parts which make up a whole, ruptures which are made to mend. Time wounds us, but it also allows us to see things for what they were, what they are, and perhaps, even where we go from here.
As these poets have shown, wounds open our capacity for care and compassion, for the self and for others. These writers and artists ask who and how we love, what we stand to lose, and with time, what we could be.
It’s difficult to imagine celebrating Valentine’s Day in the wake of the constant violence and hatred that seems to be the world’s present mode—an open wound endlessly being wounded, and the passage of time offers no respite.
And yet, a wound reminds us that, in spite of or because of the pain, we live. And because we live, we must help. We must do our best. And that is something worth celebrating.
With love,
Natalee & Leon
HOW TO HELP
STIGMATA
I could declare myself a Lady Lazarus like Plath
or a Jesus resurrected from the tomb. I am
the Easter miracle, indeed. There is no doubting
Thomas here—I could’ve punished myself
more. I could’ve surrendered. My life expected
to stop that summer—the long walks,
not eating, taking new pills—I would stop
to smell the white blossoms on that tree
next to the blue house, a smell to say
I’d won today, a little battle of not
slitting my wrist, a little battle of sitting
on my hands instead. I circled the neighborhood,
watching the white families play outside
with their white children. I let myself sweat,
fingers dripping with my inner salt.
I wanted to prove to them I was sick,
but I wasn’t lazy. It’s hard work being
sick and harder getting better. At home,
the grapes I shifted around the bowl received
my most gentle hand. Time doesn’t heal
all wounds. Time is the wound. Behind a rock,
three days would drive anyone mad. I still
don’t know the name of that tree.
NOTEBOOK FRAGMENTS
Fact: almost all hookups happen while watching The Office
Willingly? I’ve only made out with one dog
The universe brought us together on a summer night outside one of the shittiest bars known to man
Can I show you something? There’s no nudity in it
There are two wild turkeys in the Planet Fitness parking lot
The animal hospital is next to the roast beef sandwich shop
You’d think considering everything that happens at Hogwarts over the course of those seven years they would’ve closed the place down?
After he yelled in my face, he bought me a leather jacket, then a painting
Be grateful, get to know your ribcage
I used to call him beefcake
Fact: All honey has been in the belly of a bee
Fact: This time last year, I was masturbating while staying on an Amish farm
As naturally as he came into my thoughts
Like how a dark lord trapped in a freakin’ diary possesses a little girl, who then unleashes a deadly snake that roams the school through the plumbing and can kill anyone simply by looking directly into their eyes, not even after that?
That’s how unnaturally he will leave
L’s allergies: raw fruit, grass, trees, shellfish, peanuts
Do you know what it’s like to fuck a millionaire at midnight in his outdoor hot tub, moon peeking through the pergola?
Start thinking about struts, alignments, and plugs
By bus, New York City is only 5 hours from here
No worries! I spoke your name into the room and there you were
I want intimacy like knowing your next dentist appointment
Sometimes words are just pretty
Sometimes almonds, horsehair
I perform survivor for the funders
Got a covid test and a pregnancy test going all at once
I’m their girl for the dying flowers
Say: profundamente
It’s October 10th at 12:30 PM
I make myself look alone so they find me at the bar—reading a book, sipping gin
A regulated nervous system is a sexy nervous system
Every Property Brothers episode where the worst thing that could happen happens
The millionaire said he wanted to put a rich baby in me
So they took down a load bearing wall and put a support beam in the ceiling
Maybe I’m the blonde girl I was drowning in my dream, her hands identical to mine
I almost sucked your dick near a pile of manure
At the bar, the drunk girl asks what happened to you? and I say everything
I held her head underwater
J’s allergies: grass, down, dust, cats, mango skin, detergents, sensitive to canned foods
After he yelled in my face, he bought me another leather jacket
I bet Jesus fucked
The condoms come in from Amazon, so I distribute them to all my purses
Anxiety attack near the gemstones at the Museum of Natural History
Say: I lost you and I did not die
I am the girl who brings the sandwich and then floats in the background unnoticed
I almost sucked your dick at the museum
Contact-free delivery means no one will see you again
Sensitive to “Life on Mars” and the smell of cooked meat on my sweater
On planes, I like to watch what other people are watching on their screens
Can I show you something? There’s no nudity in it
Objects in mirror are sadder than they appear
Diannely Antigua is a Dominican American poet and educator, born and raised in Massachusetts. Her debut collection Ugly Music (YesYes Books, 2019) was the winner of the Pamet River Prize and a 2020 Whiting Award. Her second poetry collection Good Monster is forthcoming with Copper Canyon Press in 2024. She received her BA in English from the University of Massachusetts Lowell, where she won the Jack Kerouac Creative Writing Scholarship, and received her MFA at NYU, where she was awarded a Global Research Initiative Fellowship to Florence, Italy. She is the recipient of additional fellowships from CantoMundo, Community of Writers, Fine Arts Work Center Summer Program, and was a finalist for the 2021 Ruth Lilly and Dorothy Sargent Rosenberg Poetry Fellowship. Her work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and chosen for The Best of the Net Anthology. Her poems can be found in Poem-a-Day, Poetry, The American Poetry Review, Washington Square Review, The Adroit Journal, and elsewhere. She currently teaches in the MFA Writing Program at the University of New Hampshire as the inaugural Nossrat Yassini Poet in Residence. She hosts the podcast Bread & Poetry and is currently the Poet Laureate of Portsmouth, New Hampshire, the youngest and first person of color to receive the title. In 2023, she was awarded an Academy of American Poets Laureate Fellowship to launch The Bread & Poetry Project.
Fake Assassinated
line like this recalls us
to surface: swallowed by
the compositional machine
drenched in civic sweat
dude across the bench
says he's a math person
who wasn't taught right
ok. it was weird to be
fake assassinated by a poet
at a place called bard
it was fake theater and
fake poetry and fake puppetry
and fake video game satire
and nothing – death was
nowhere and nowhere &
the toy rifle shot fast –
maybe that's what the goose
thinks being stuffed &
petted at the same slime
i was accused in a letter
disfigured as an email of
conspiring with trans painters
to create a new symbolism
really? at least grant me
the fake desire to reinvent
cubism or photorealism
or some other movement
from the actual fucking
paleolithic century i was
supposedly born during
the unknown is not scary
mr. stranger. imagine
testing truths while pretending
getting a master's degree is
the equivalent of guernica
or being registered in the pose
of ordinary agony. dog dog
dog, why why why it was
amazing to see so many
people fail to even give the
shrug. but that's cool. the
story's so modular & bonkers
it sounds fake itself on any
kind of repeat. in my auto
biography, which I will
never write, this will all
be outsourced as blame
to deep imagism's stylized
& resonant tribe of cloned
rabbits. you can look it up
as ol' case used to supposedly
say. i have to do at least
five more things to this
poem: got stymied today
when asked if I felt 100
percent. 100 percent of
what? who cares that it
makes breezes? this table
turns out to be reserved
for an event. i should
have quit and left after
the fake shooting happened
but i had to introduce
the next poet. talk about
being overly professional
you can run in circles
as mode of performance
disguised as resistance
or you can join the track
team. i wonder bread
how jerome sala would
finish this poem. would
he admit to having been co-
captain of the track team
in high school, and then co-
chair of a so-called discipline
at graduate art school? unlike
everyone the world claims
to be exposing us to, i
think the future is terrific
just please put everything
in the wrong order. some
ones were sitting here
& one of the ones showed
a poem on the phone to
the other one & i only
know this because the
other one said i like the
rhythm of the first stanza
but i don't like the second
stanza & so sitting here re-
reading a chapter on pablo
picasso never got called
an asshole's guernica i decided
to finally write underneath
the title fake assassinated.
fuck periods at the ends of
lines. no one noticed. that's
cooted griebe. i told myself
i'd only go back to the bard
place for 50k & an apology.
turns out 5k and "help"
was enough. please kill
me again. love, anselm
Kit Fisto
sly smiling tentacle
headed jedi never
really got to say
anything. dude was
green. highly skilled
came from a planet
named glee anselm
i love kit fisto
i hate it when he dies
he goes out like a chump
Anselm Berrigan is the author of many books of poetry: Pregrets, (Black Square Editions, 2021), Something for Everybody, (Wave Books, 2018), Come In Alone (Wave Books, May 2016), Primitive State (Edge, 2015), Notes from Irrelevance (Wave Books, 2011), Free Cell (City Lights Books, 2009), Some Notes on My Programming (Edge, 2006), Zero Star Hotel (Edge, 2002), and Integrity and Dramatic Life (Edge, 1999). He is also the editor of What is Poetry? (Just Kidding, I Know You Know): Interviews from the Poetry Project Newsletter (1983–2009) and co-author of two collaborative books: Loading, with visual artist Jonathan Allen (Brooklyn Arts Press, 2013), and Skasers, with poet John Coletti (Flowers & Cream, 2012). He was the poetry editor for The Brooklyn Rail from 2008 through 2023. With Alice Notley and Edmund Berrigan he co-edited The Collected Poems of Ted Berrigan (U. California, 2005) and the Selected Poems of Ted Berrigan (U. California, 2011). More recently, he co-edited Get The Money! Collected Prose of Ted Berrigan (City Lights, 2022) with Notley, Edmund Berrigan, and Nick Sturm. A member of the subpress publishing collective, he has published books by Hoa Nguyen, Steve Carey, Adam DeGraff, and Brendan Lorber. From 2003-2007 he was Artistic Director of The Poetry Project at St. Mark’s Church, where he also hosted the Wednesday Night Reading Series for four years. He teaches writing classes at Pratt Institute and Brooklyn College, and was a longtime Co-Chair in Writing at the Milton Avery Graduate School of the Arts interdisciplinary MFA program. Berrigan was granted an Individual Artists Award from the Foundation of Contemporary Arts in 2017, and was also awarded a 2015 Process Space Residency by the Lower Manhattan Cultural Council, and a Robert Rauschenberg Residency by the Robert Rauschenberg Foundation in 2014. He was a New York State Foundation for the Arts fellow in Poetry for 2007, and has received three grants from the Fund for Poetry.
Works from TEXT/OBJECT
Merridawn Duckler is a poet and text-based installation artist and member of Blackfish Gallery, an artist collective in Portland, Oregon. Author of Interstate (dancing girl press) Idiom (Harbor Review) Misspent Youth (rinky dink press). Text in performance at LACMA, LACE, Phoenix Art Museum. Beulah Rose poetry prize Smartish Pace, CNF prize Invisible City, judged by Heather Christle, Elizabeth Sloane Tyler Memorial Award Woven Tale Press, judged by Ann Beattie, Drama prize Arts and Letters Journal. She’s an editor at Narrative and at the philosophy journal Evental Aesthetics.
Sarah Esmi (she/her) is an Iranian-American mother, writer, collage artist, producer, director and lawyer. Her writing has been published in Calyx, Dime Show Review, The Rising Phoenix Review, The San Pedro River Review, Soundings East, Papeachu Press and others, and produced at venues such as Dixon Place and Abrons Arts Center. After receiving a Fulbright award, Sarah pursued a career in public interest law, including representing clients in immigration court, on death row in Louisiana, in Brooklyn criminal court, and in psychiatric units throughout New York City. Sarah is co-founder of counterclaim and recently led the More Art fellowship program, for which she offered mentorship, writing workshops, open studios and moderation of artist talks to public and socially engaged artists. Guest speaking credits include Pratt, NYU and CUNY. Sarah is also a graduate of the Mindfulness-Based Stress Reduction program developed by Jon Kabat-Zinn, a trained facilitator, a 2023 Pushcart Prize nominee, and a 2023 recipient of the Kit Reed Travel Fund, an award for BIPOC women and non-binary writers.
Edith
And Lot's wife did look back....and I love her for that, because it was so human. - Kurt Vonnegut
What do you remember?
the stench of burning hair
a chlorine yellow haze
disobedience of the screen door
slam of my backward glance
Stand closer listen
to the rasp of my breath
as I become salt taste
the mineral of my fingertips
crystals sharp on your tongue
It’s not too late to turn back
watch me bid farewell
to my daughters
their bright bodies twisting
in the eucalyptus
I am here with the linens still damp
my palms frayed lace deadly
as an apricot kernel unblinking
as a lamp post
writing about you
with my eyelashes watching
as you disappear
across a blazing horizon
What do you remember?
Rebecca Faulkner is a London-born poet based in Brooklyn. The author of Permit Me to Write My Own Ending, (Write Bloody Press, 2023) her work appears in New York Quarterly, Solstice Magazine, The Maine Review, CALYX Press, Berkeley Poetry Review, and elsewhere. She is a 2023 poetry recipient of the Barbara Deming Memorial Fund for Women, the 2022 winner of Sand Hills Literary Magazine’s National Poetry Contest, and the Grand Prize winner of the 2021 Prometheus Unbound Poetry Competition. Rebecca was a 2021 Poetry Fellow at the Saltonstall Foundation for the Arts. She holds a BA in English Literature & Theatre Studies from the University of Leeds, and a Ph.D. from the University of London. She is currently at work on her second collection of poetry, exploring female identity and artistic endeavor.
death of the fine-feathered-
we the fine-feathered-
dinosaurs who comet has come
straight down to blast
in the very long jugular
as though cosmic consciously thought
are heaping
the sky turns uterine
the rain a kind of breeding
with clear ends in sight
terracotta waters so broad
the breath is gone
vertebrae petrified
because i am dead i cannot say
because i am dead i turn my head
and see brother floating beside
hands a strand of black hair
a benevolence
jaw & hips broke open
India Lena González is a poet, editor, and artist. She graduated magna cum laude from Columbia University (BA) and received her MFA from NYU’s Creative Writing program. While at NYU she served as a writing instructor for undergraduates and received a Writers in the Public Schools fellowship enabling her to teach literature to middle school students via Teachers & Writers Collaborative. Her work is published in American Chordata, The Brooklyn Review, Lampblack, PANK, Pigeon Pages, and Poets & Writers Magazine, among others. A three-time National Poetry Series finalist, India is also a professionally trained dancer, choreographer, and actor. fox woman get out! is her debut poetry collection. She lives in Harlem.
Burning Again
In this basil
I am Judas—
don't mean to wake you
when I talk about you,
carsick by your side.
Last year, a single year. While night, while
my husband worried all for nothing,
you were there and drove
that winter—rigid, escalating to a streak.
Parked it beneath my horse-
print scarf
and their unfixed postures,
none of whom were just yet grief.
None I recognised
as manic. I bathed
in those days like a thrush in marbles.
Could not walk
up the stairs like that, recall the room
that had the basil, or where I'd left
what you would bring me, anyway—storch
of sadness. You occur to me like a clave
does to a clave. Is this question, or desire:
what heart will lisp through my hands—
whose face between these night-lose
thirds? Fake, but with such true intention.
Isn't that enough?
You have spooned me like a pear
in spring, haven’t you?—you have! If I had an ear
like a magpie in the mist
of my husband's mouth, I'd tell this London
artist that no one, up to this hour,
from the moment he had sketched me,
had called
me Jonah, Giona, or Jojo, when
it is, in fact, late, I am weary—August is over
and looking for me, all that dead
bread in the toaster is burning again.
Worry Barn
Slowly to my courage,
I climb the duckboards
like a deer into a late October
tree. Or a hand across the black
of an electric piano. Slouch
myself over a shrivelled pint.
Honey, the birds are building barns.
Honey, if I had nothing else,
I'd eat the grain from the paper
of the first year of our marriage.
I am always elsewhere when you call,
moving there, airy supplement for
airy supplement—I am cableless.
Walletless by the riverbank across you,
empty socks beneath the bed, and
I cannot what I cannot.
What if I did? Bring you coffee
tomorrow and all of our—
what if all of our
hydrangeas turned blue?
Nadine Hitchiner is a German poet and author of Practising Ascending (Cathexis Northwest Press, 2023 ) and the chapbook Bruises, Birthmarks & Other Calamities (Cathexis Northwest Press, 2021). She is a Pushcart Prize nominee and a 2023 Best of the Net Finalist. Her work has been published in Bending Genres, The Lumiere Review, Hayden’s Ferry Review and others. She lives in her hometown with her husband and their dog.
In tune with the trees’ fated shiver, get sad
and try again, coughing up nostalgic sands as brass
melodies imitate a barbed wire memorial for the rain
to polish at which point you ask for directions
get lost in a city’s identical awnings renting your brain.
Then after that rain and the rain and rain with rain in it
raining the rain and the rain’s sibling the rain, I verify
my skin waiting for sheets of air or stale echoes,
the junctions the poem needed to free all threads
of resentment and desire. Time then held tight in the
shopping bags singing the future’s toothbrush into being
from muscles of commerce, the ghosts that wait along its river
aren’t even real, no time to stop and talk, this territory of bad still
sounds an empty room, air in the can, the clock the tree’s poetic
rot as a joke I don’t get, please tell it again.
Sit and think of violent movies your mother
would like, a rearranged scale to climb the blasted
scaffolding how voice folds and devours its tent
collapsing in rain and the mud groans ancient.
How you could just take it and reserve a table for poetry,
hold music on hold while the stroller wheel’s grocery
discovers nothing’s adjective nothing
facing down as dark water sunk the sensuous edges of a missile,
know that skin. Yeah, I still don’t want a country though
and its identities, its births breathing all documents
to hamburger horizons and national sunglasses
a slow limp across a parking lot as energy drinks
investigate the limb’s motion. Really, I’m a coupon
open book percentage on the picnic table
and the self-flagellating storms invent excuses
to mispronounce the applause across the river’s electrified
debris, that border will fuck with you, that muscle will be weak
about halfway across and then what, whose helicopter is that
blaring in the teeth’s imbalanced sleep when dawn’s rushes
come in the window they’re all left waiting for you, gardens
of violence beckon a summertime stroll, the blood visible
and then just a flower.
Tony Iantosca is a writer, poet and educator living in Brooklyn. His previous books include Naked Forest Spaces (Third Floor Apartment Press); Shut up, Leaves (United Artists Books); and To the Attic (Spuyten-Duyvil Publishing). Recent poems can be found in a Perimeter, a Glimpse of, Periodicities, and Second Factory, among others. Recent articles, essays and reviews can be found in Radical Philosophy Review, Im@go: a Journal of the Social Imaginary, Situations: a Journal of the Radical Imagination, and Tripwire.
Iraq is for lovers (2003 remix)
W and his daddy issues ended two affairs
I enjoyed that winter the crows left
butterscotch wrappers and ribbed condoms
on my back stoop both officers used
to enter me
into a database
tracking men who told
when asked top or bottom
age weight race height build hung
algorithms and servers humming
deep in the mountains I cruised
before the internet acronyms fell
like Baghdad and my missionary
was accomplished by Sunday brunch
THe other cheek
My husbands Bo and Tom don’t see me
in the backyard. They’re busy
plating endive-bedded broccoli rabe
sprinkled with red pepper and something soyish
per the photos in our Loverboys group text.
Tom used to love us with buttered medium rares—
our Y2K riverfront condo era, Bo always shaking
vodka martinis opaque enough to hide
the future from our marathon-trained hearts.
Had you asked me to predict this
present domesticity, I would’ve
turned the other cheek—
as in my ass, lubed
and playing peekaboo
in the Pipeline’s crowded basement
as wild as the world that said I shouldn’t be
myself or marry a man, let alone two,
our guest fourth driving in tomorrow
for his monthly long weekend
of me watching, mostly.
They don’t see me
watching them swirl glasses of red wine,
delaying my reentry to the new queer geometry
of our house—I’m the oldest square
in our comfortable sphere and I wish
I were still a circle jerk superstar.
I wish we still lived in that condo
where the maintenance man serviced
residents in the freight elevator. I wish
they didn’t look so happy without me—
Tom kissing Bo after they toast
to what I’m not sure I want to
know anymore. Every Friday
it’s my turn to mow.
Hailing from the farmland valleys of west Appalachia, Ben Kline (he/him/his) lives in Cincinnati, Ohio. Author of Sagittarius A*, Dead Uncles, and the forthcoming It Was Never Supposed to Be, Ben is a storyteller, poet and Madonna megafan. His work appears in Poet Lore, DIAGRAM, Copper Nickel, MAYDAY, Florida Review, Bellingham Review, Gordon Square Review, POETRY, South Carolina Review and many other publications. Learn more about his work at https://benklineonline.wordpress.com/.
dreamt a color called harvest, i’m no longer hungry
all these aspen leaves burnt marigold.
the green of spruce a blush so blue
you’d call me greedy any day but this one,
which was heaven-sent if heaven were
a mirror & also horribly sad sometimes
& we named the space between trees
& she had horses, star-maned, tail held high.
i was higher than any home, un-hopeless
for six hours, drunk on gathering & grace.
mercy may have a hold on me, it was easy
to imagine. this could be like home.
gifted
you do not have to be good / at tests
to get someone to love you. see?
there’s always something left unsaid
& mostly it’s at present. watch me say:
i am not hungry.
Kristin Lueke is a Chicana poet living in northern New Mexico. She is the author of the chapbook (in)different math, published by Dancing Girl Press. Her work's appeared in HAD, the Acentos Review, Anti-Heroin Chic, Hooligan Magazine, the Santa Fe Reporter and elsewhere.
WHEN THE VOICE CUTS OUT
Gaby Lobato is a Mexican visual artist graduated from the UNAM Postgraduate Master's in Visual Arts (2022) and from the Contemporary Photography Seminar of Centro de la Imagen (2015). In 2019 she completed the Wabisabi artist residency in Argentina. She is a scholarship holder of the program Jovenes Creadores (FONCA, 2023). She is currently a PHD student in the Postgraduate Program of Visual Arts at UNAM.
THESE MORAL CURRENTS CUT
Half my bad childhood racial memories happened
at middle-school dances. The blond boy who snatched
the fresh Malcolm X hat off my head, threw it down
into a dancefloor mess of fruit punch & gritty footprints,
& told me you’re not black—stop pretending. (Entire careers
made of upholding that line when we refuse to run patrol
for them.) At another dance, I was ringed by leering
white faces that belted out, It don’t matter if you’re black
or white. I wasn’t sure what those faces meant, but I knew
they meant to hurt. I’ve never held that lyric against Michael
Jackson. I do find, though, listening to his old albums,
those Jackson 5 records with cuts like “Never Can Say
Goodbye,” has gotten hard. These days I know how that story
ends: the descent into dysmorphic madness, the predatory
doors bolted and shut behind boys, one stolen childhood
thieving another. My better angels think it’s wrong
to separate the art from the artist. I hated learning
Pound in school when we all knew he was a Fascist
& anti-Semite. He should have stayed locked
in the gorilla cage of his hate. But then I admit Miles Davis
has lodged brass notes irrevocably under my fifth rib,
and some of those notes he bent while blacking & bluing
Cicely Tyson. (Cicely goddamn Tyson . . .) & on the night MJ
died, I danced to his music in a circle of dancers until my shirt
was sweat-stuck to my chest, until I stank with grief.
I didn’t know then all that disgusts me now —the doors,
the boys—but the hard truth is: if the King of Pop died today,
I don’t think I could stop myself from letting hips sway
to music that, especially in the writhing all-night body rock
of a house party but even in my mother’s halting soprano,
pushes past joy to abandon. These moral currents cut the other
way too: the blond boy who snatched the “X” hat off my head,
when a young man, walked into a gas-station store to find a woman
being beaten by her boyfriend, & when the blond boy went to stop
him, the boyfriend ignited a lighter & touched it to the boy’s shirt,
which burned until it curled into a sneer & then stuck to his white skin.
Iain Haley Pollock is the author of Ghost, Like a Place (Alice James Books, 2018), which was nominated for an NAACP Image Award, and Spit Back a Boy (2011), winner of the Cave Canem Poetry Prize. His poems have appeared in many literary outlets, including African American Review, American Academy of Poets Poem-a-Day, American Poetry Review, The New York Times Magazine, PoetrySociety.org and The Progressive. Outside of publishing poems, Pollock performs his work widely, from the Dodge Poetry Festival to libraries and art centers; he curated the Rye Poetry Path, a public poetry installation in Rye, NY; and he serves on the editorial board at Slapering Hol Press and on the board of Tiger Bark Press. Pollock currently directs the MFA Program at Manhattanville College, where he edits the literary journal Inkwell.
Tape Transfers (selected)
My name is Christopher Schreck. I'm a writer whose work has published by outlets like Kaleidoscope, Aperture, Mousse, Office, and CURA. I'm also the co-host of a podcast called Abundance Zine, where we present conversations with notable figures from fields ranging from art and literature to farming and floristry.
Conversations with Myself
From Above
Acrylic on Canvas Pair, 12x36"
The Distance Between [Us]
Acrylic on Canvas, 36x48"
Serenity and Isolation
Acrylic on Canvas Pair, 12x36"
Michelle Shassberger, an Ohio native, has been creating art her whole life. She graduated from Syracuse University with a BFA in Selected Studies in Art. She later obtained her Art Education Certification from Avila College in Kansas City, Missouri. Michelle has a wide range of teaching experience ranging from preschool students through adults. She spent the past seven years teaching elementary and high school art in her hometown school district. Her passion in teaching is to give her students art experiences they could not otherwise have. She has worked with a variety of artists throughout her career and has her artwork in private collections around the United States.
to my [ ] anxiety my natural state
to my loving feelings lay your red
hand on me as i go you scorch
my tongue on the way back
down my throat. my burning feelings
you leave
you leave
an aftertaste like salt after sweat. i wince
at the affection i crave. i hold the [ ] feelings
for you in.
does a gorge
echo if the [ ]
leave an echo if the empty
leave an echo if the empty
leave an echo if the soft part of a rock
is the only place
that feels its ? i don’t know how to tell love
from [ ] after the first night you fall
asleep holding me i don’t fall asleep
i don’t fall [ ]
i lay my hand on yours you twitch
my fingertips burn in the morning we are the same but
i feel [ ] different
to my wanting feelings if i press my palm
on this hollowed
feeling , on your hand, can it fill me
will these [ ] feelings learn to feed me enough? even if i don’t
know how to open up for love can i find [ ]
can i find
a way to receive it just enough a way in
in case of emergency
do not break glass shell that holds me in
to my empty [ ]
to my empty feelings if i swallow a marble
will the glass make a sound against
the gorge of my gut
gorge [ ] my gut
will i burn
if i fill my mouth with memories
with [ ]
will i lay into love later will i learn to love you out loud eventually
do i have [ ]
do i have to melt
my shell to let these burning feelings in
to let
[
Emma Sheinbaum is an essayist, poet, and editor based in Brooklyn, New York. She is a co-founding editor of A Velvet Giant, a genreless literary journal. Find her publications, full bio, writing recognition, and contact form here.
Displacement
South:
weight, action, extreme, following
North * + West *
toiling, disclosing, flooding (salvation) harvesting, words, stimulating
East *
Issuing, thunder, stirring up, pivoting
They have no idea where you came from–
* The Three-Year-Old Pu Yi Became China's Last Emperor. Invaders came
RIVERTOWN
* The Japanese bombed Rivertown in 1939. Mom was born in a cave
RIVERTOWN
* The World Continued in Manmade Revolutions... Wars of Words & Dust
RIVERTOWN
Shao Wei came to the United States in 1996 and was raised near the Yangtze River in China. She earned an M.A. in Creative Writing from New York University and an M.F.A from the Michener Center for Writers at UT Austin. She earned her Ph.D. in CW from UT Dallas in 2015. Her accolades include a 2002 Agnes Lynch Starrett Poetry Prize by the University of Pittsburgh Press, Rona Jaffe Foundation Writers Award, a New York Foundation for the Arts Fellowship, etc. She authorizes the poetry collection Pulling a Dragon’s Teeth and Homeland (Chinese version).